Isn’t it fucking always?
I spent a portion of yesterday telling myself to relax, convincing myself nothing was wrong. Reminding myself that expecting the worst is just leads to paranoid fantasies. Everything is fine! Sure someone would like you that much. You’re awesome! Nothing has changed in 2 days! All is well!
But sometimes it isn’t paranoia. Sometimes it’s intuition.
After so long it’s hard to tell them apart. You gotta wonder if it isn’t time to just give up, but even then, you can’t run away from every direction at once.
Tivo is there for me though. A small monthly fee for endless companionship.
I think this is enough self indulgence for one post/day. People die or they leave, and there isn't anything you can do about it.
Posted by allison at July 14, 2005 10:37 AMaw I nub you gus. tivo does too.
Posted by: neck at July 16, 2005 05:53 PMTivo loves me a lot. I keep finding old movies I loved as a kid. Run of the mill movies that have been running on tv since the late 70s, that no one but me would bother watching. Thanks tivo!
Posted by: gus at July 17, 2005 03:53 PMi'm coming over to watch tv.
Posted by: simon at July 18, 2005 11:17 AMMy Tivo is pretty sure I'm gay.
Posted by: kev at August 11, 2005 06:30 AM